5am....We meet again!!

As I said goodbye to my boys last night, there were so many emotions; sadness, as I have never been away from either of them for more than 3 days; excitement, knowing that the next time I see them I will have their little brother in my arms; and amazement, watching God's plan unfold for our family right before my very eyes.

Matt slept for 3 hours, however my mind was racing, so I decided not to even attempt to lay down. Instead I kept myself busy. Checking my packing list a few times to make sure I hadn't forgotten anything and then making sure the house was clean so I didn't have to worry about anything but enjoying my boys upon our return.

At 5am, Matt's grandpa pulled into the driveway to take us to the airport. I have been thinking about this for the last few days. Every time we have left our house to bring a new little boy into our family we have left at this same time. So, Samuel, you're following right in line with your brothers. However, you have the trump on longest amount of travel and time to get you.

The feelings driving to the airport were exactly the same as driving to the hospital. Excitement to see Samuels little face, and learn every crease and perfect feature unique to him. To make sure that he's ok, and that longing to hold your baby for the very first time.

Oh Samuel, your dad and I have prayed for you for so long. We are so ready to hold you, teach you about love and family, and most importantly that you have a Savior in Heaven that had us in mind to be your mommy and daddy even before you were born. We will be there oh so soon!!!

To our family and friends, thank you for sharing this journey with us. We will be traveling for the next 24 hours, so the next time we post we will be in Beijing, China, and one step closer to our little boy!!!